hello

woohoo..

hello monday..
eh, no.. it's tuesday..
hahahaha...
after a very longgggggg leave (a week though)..
yes, i'm back to my real world..
will keep you posted on stories i have wrote for you..
peace..

and now allow me to belanja u with this pic

latest edition in the family

hello there..
i would love to share my happiest moment when i got the news of my sister delivered a beautiful baby girl last Friday..
i rushed to sani hotel and bought 3 bus tickets for yaya, aboy and myself..
off we went to kelantan that night..
we break our fast at manhattan fish market, sunway putra..
and off we went to TBS, noreen sent us..

it was a long journey, 8 hours of travelling time..
the bus stopped at gua musang, where we had our supper around 1am..
we had our sahur around 520am in the bus..
arrived kota bharu at 6am..
right in front of the hospital gate.. hahaha...
phewww....

performed our subuh, had shower and the three of us had a nap..
waited for both mum and baby to check out from the hospital before we go back to angah's home..

i can't describe how happy i am..
cik ngah decided to call me mama izah..
and that little princess i love is as my very own child..
congrats sister..
may Allah bless u and ur family

maisarah n massarah

Life is just too short.. So live life to the fullest..

i'm totally busy for the week..
and will be very busy for the following week!!!
Ya Allah, please help me..
ease my work, ease my burden..
for you i seek help and assistance..

life is too short for negativity..
should you feel i'm annoyed with your behavior..
because you need my attention..
to seek and dig whether or not i have little love for you..
i'm telling u.. i don't..
you can chase after somebody else
because i have stopped loving you..
i have made my decision and confirming it...

i'd given you chance.. many times.. but you seems to ignore it..
my heart is a toy for you to kick and crash..  over and over again..
i just can't stand you..
how you have betrayed me.. being dishonest..
selfish, liar, take things for granted..
humiliating me.. slapped and hit me..

now that i don't need you in this life..
so, feel free to fly away from me..

Noble or Not

i dont know what went wrong when i suddenly being accused so noble that i have looked down on someone just because of she is not wearing hijab.  the thing is, i did not and will never use such bad words to people...

i have many friends whom Allah has not yet opened their heart to wear hijab.. and what i normally do is always pray for them quietly... and i have never hurt any of them by criticizing or just being cynical to them.. NEVER...

u see, people tend to take our words or thoughts and blend it according to their liking and understanding.  then, spreading it to other people like it is really coming out from our mouth.. that is defamation, my friend.. you might want to fear Allah SWT for committing such sin...

well, you may say anything you want to say because you have the right to say.. but the truth is.. i will never looked down on people just because they way they choose their dressing, behavior and all. I always believe Allah SWT will give His Hidayah to anyone that he chooses.  So, why do you need to condemn other people as if you have reserved your place in jannah?

Hurt

i have a friend who is severely heartbroken - his boyfriend left him for another girl..
she looked so awfully miserable. in denial state and hurting herself without she noticing it..
being a stalker, searching for answers, hoping for miracle to happen.. crying a lot..
well, i know exactly how she felt and based from her stories, i tell you..
but mine is totally disastrous..

the fact that we have to redha for what Allah SWT has set for us, is the best heal ever..
He (Allah) has better plan for each and every of us..
Be it in a good way or bad way..

the journey of a relationship you have with someone in your life.. of course you need to cherish..
but..
you have to remember that..
it is Allah SWT who holds everyone's heart..

time will heal, insyaAllah.. believe me..

to you my sister.. be patient.. someone, somewhere.. is waiting for the right time to propose you.. and insyaAllah.. he is a good man.. suits you well.. just have faith in Allah SWT.. pray a lot.. don't ever loose hope...

i love you.

Me after sometimes..

This is me and my kids.. doing #comeback #moved-on

Super Fast Post

Super busy mode for this week.  I'm still experiencing pain due to my sprained neck.  It has been a week now but yet to recover. I hope it'll be better soon.  Due to that, I've withdrew to participate Gopeng Extreme activity held by Biro Kembara tomorrow.. Huuuu...

Wide Awake

I just don't know how to actually start this off.. I have lost my passion in writing due to many reasons i have gone through for the past few years.  In fact, I'm still in the midst of getting inspired again to write on my life journey in my own point of view..

There were just so many things that happened to me in recent years.  Of course, the huge one is how i have transformed my life totally.  Will elaborate more on that in a positive manner so that you will find the feelings and emotions will be useful (might not) in your life one day.

Believe me, as a human, we have no control in any situation to happen.  It is Allah SWT has His better plan for us and as a servant.. Redha (acceptance) in any way Allah has set you is important.. Believe in Allah.. Time will heal, insyaAllah..